“There are plenty more fish in the sea” is a good thing to say to a child whose goldfish just died. Not to someone who thinks they just lost the love of their life.
I force fed myself the ideology of Self Love before I even learned the definition
Yesterday I was too busy reading about love, I forgot to write about. Today, I’m empty, not a single drop of love is flowing in me.
I remember dating once upon a time. The relationship was based on convenience. And although I taught myself how to love him, eventually. I hated that I had to constantly remind him of my worth. Since then,I’ve always vowed to never settle for a man who fails to Pursue me. Truth is, I’ve never beenContinue reading “Day 13: Value”
I’m failing to understand why I can’t share my feelings with people I deeply care about.
Today, I read old letters I once wrote to past lovers… It’s the words I wrote that truly spoke to me. My love has always been silent but bold. Silent Roar is what I call her. I let my heart bleed on those pages in fear of my love being to large to digest. IContinue reading “Day 11: Love Letter”
Yesterday, I was to tired to write about love. Today? I don’t even want to think about it.
I have exhausted myself in the name of love. Series Love Redefined
I cried my eyes to a pulp because I felt unwanted by love. Series Love Redefined
I approached people who’s love I felt entitled to and demanded that they give me love I deserve. I vouched to repossess my love if they don’t reciprocate accordingly. I’m tired of always giving and getting nothing in return. Series Love Redefined
I studied the type of love I thought you wanted. I mimicked and mirrored the type of love I thought would sustain you. For years I’ve molded myself around your instability and inconsistency only to get nothing in return. When I look back, I realize that I only gave what I thought you wanted andContinue reading “Day 5: Mirror Mirror…”
I AM AMAZING but that does not mean that the men I come into contact with will acknowledge that or even give me the light of day, even if it’s just for a second. And I cannot fault them because they are in pursuit of other things. Meaning, they don’t even have time to marvelContinue reading “Day 4: Validation”
Holy Spirit, please show me the junk in my life that offends You. Cause it to, offends me like it does You. Let it smell like old trash to me. And Father, help me to trade this garbage for the full life You promised me. Amen Series: Love Redefined
I’m unlearning the love I carelessly used to give, just to say “I too, have love on my plate” Hoping that no one will notice that I dished up seconds, on somebody else’s dirty plate. Series: Love Redefined
It’s not about two people exchanging moments of lust filled with pleasure
It’s more of an exchange of temporary forevers