I AM AMAZING
but that does not mean that the men I come into contact with will acknowledge that or even give me the light of day, even if it’s just for a second.
And I cannot fault them because they are in pursuit of other things. Meaning, they don’t even have time to marvel at my beauty bursting from deep inside.
They just simply notice the aftermath which consists of my beautifully constructed features, which happen to fit in with their desire.
And by pursuing it, they completely annihilating everything that is truly me.
Note to Self:
I need to stop seeking validation in the hands of the men who will never love me.