A Mile; In Suicidal Shoes

you’re not a bad person for the way you kill your sadness… Each pill dissolving on your tongue, the way you wished your pain would. But pain is not like people, you can’t just talk it away, And people aren’t simple, you cannot force them to stay. 99 pills at once, Like problems shoved down yourContinue reading “A Mile; In Suicidal Shoes”

That “Girl, Go Get Your Life” Quote

“He may still love you. He probably does. He probably doesn’t know what he wants. He probably still thinks about you all the time. But that isn’t what matters. What matters is what he’s doing about it, and what he’s doing about it is nothing. And if he’s doing nothing, you most certainly shouldn’t doContinue reading “That “Girl, Go Get Your Life” Quote”

For Sale

I consciously placed a sale tag on a non-discountable good. The one timeless peice, People would merely walk in and admire, Was on sale. Aware, But based on pure frustration,  I wanted it to go. Those who walked in To purely admire it, Were in disbelief Those who had never seen it before, knew itContinue reading “For Sale”

Validation

I see girls switching on their cameras, stripping off their morals, in search for validation; in the form of 1000 likes. I’ve seen and heard them say and do things, in spite of what they promised, their 8 year old self. In the wee hours of the morning, you can see teardrops seep from underneathContinue reading “Validation”

Stranger

I don’t know why I’m writing this, But it kinda feels good… I know you’re somewhere out there  Probably reading this… I’m assuming you’re a Stranger  Who probably knows nothing about me Because for long, those closest to me didnt even know I write poetry.  So any judgments you make of me Will be basedContinue reading “Stranger”

Skin

He’s a real awful person For bringing her to tears, For how her skin wraps around her soul. She tells me how she thanked you, For never being there. Your absence forced her to find her own way. It’s amazing how unstoppable a woman becomes, After she is comfortable in her own skin.

“I have grown to understand that I’m difficult to love, not because I’m broken, but  because I’m whole. I don’t give guys the luxury of loving me in parts. I love all of me whole heartedly, so it becomes difficult for a guy to squeeze through my insecurities to fill a void he might thinkContinue reading

Mrs Blue Black Purple

She looks at me through blue, black and purple.  Heavy rings around her eyes. No ring on her finger. Mentally enslaved. Temporary bruises beneath her clothing. Permanent scaring underneath her skin.  The colours of her pain have substituted her friends. He left her to choke. She can no longer see his face. She seems toContinue reading “Mrs Blue Black Purple”

Is This Really The End? (part 6)

Originally posted on LaurakinsTrain:
You beg and plead. I even have you on your knees But that won’t change my mind. She needs to know EVERYTHING!! You get angry. A volcano of emotions explode all over your body. Trying to scare me with your Hulk like anger. Baby you wouldn’t even harm a fly. What…

Dream

She dreamt me into existence… I was no threat, I mean, He was just my friend, Nothing about it was pretend. From borderline brother, To undercover lover, Like harmless breeze turned thunder. Like Alice,  I’m in Wonder… I’m lost, I’m confused, My feelings; New Who knew? Me and you?!? From Souled Out tunes to oldContinue reading “Dream”

F 4 u – fela ella

I just wanted you that one time. That that one stroke That one night. That last kiss, that last cuddle.  You’re trying to talk about how much you want me forever but my eyes roll and I scream for you to touch me there.. I know I won’t want you later or care for yourContinue reading “F 4 u – fela ella”

I’m so unapologetic nowadays. I love it.

I’ve actually gotten to the point where I have NO remorse, no apologies, about how I feel. You ever felt bad or guilty about your own feeling? Have you ever felt like your feelings had to be justified for them to be valid? Welp, not anymore. And I love it. This is who I amContinue reading “I’m so unapologetic nowadays. I love it.”

No Good Comes From Loving A Person Who Doesn’t Love You Back…

He has a constellation of freckles on his face and you’re busying trying to figure out how your name comes into it. The words he utters puts you out of place, yet you still try to fit yourself in all the spaces he has created. In the mist of everything. You try teach him howContinue reading “No Good Comes From Loving A Person Who Doesn’t Love You Back…”

Cock Tease

I sit here and wonder why I am still single I mean, I’m a hopeless romantic, With a slightly dirty mind, Reasonably high standards, Yet… I’m still single. Okay so, I recently went on a date, And between the Mixed Berry Mojito and Nachos My date managed to slip in a “Non-Offensive” comment which I almost chocked onContinue reading “Cock Tease”

When I Became A Man – Caleb Jones

When I became a manI put away childish things But before I became a man I didn’t always fit the shoes of a KingI was a child trying to find his way The toys I played with kept my eyes occupied And left my eyes in a lustful boyish frenzyMy playmates had long legs, shortContinue reading “When I Became A Man – Caleb Jones”

Over the years

For me, it doesn’t make sense to still entertain the same bullshit from boys, I once did, when my chest was freshly stung by bees. I have learned that, the holding of a hand means nothing but two different fingerprints in really close proximity.  I no longer fall for boys who selectively listen to the words that escape my mouthContinue reading “Over the years”

Daddy Issues

Why do you teach these boys to impregnate us and leave, and Bow down on their knees to pale white feet, like they can’t even stand us? If you’re lucky enough to have one be a part of your life. You get handed a undeserved proclaimed title of “Crazy Baby Momma”. They place their chocolateContinue reading “Daddy Issues”

This Is Just a List

I) The amount of words it took for me to fall in love. II) These are the times I gave you my heart as a second chance to make sure you break it right. III) Three words I grew so fond of, being that I had never heard them before. IV) This is what yourContinue reading “This Is Just a List”

Jungle Fever

I am not your fucking fetish. My fellow sisters, of color are NOT your fucking fetish too. We are Not sex objects who exist only to fulfill your sexual fantasies or your  experimental porn. I don’t accept “Yellow Fever”, “Jungle fever” or any kind of fevers you associate us woman of color with. If youContinue reading “Jungle Fever”

Troubled boy…

Nobody wants a troubled boy, I learned to leave alone the troubled boy. I spent the longest time trying to figure him out, Even wrote a poem, in hopes of decoding his life. I get that he was a troubled boy with a heart that needed healing, He thought he get rid of it throughContinue reading “Troubled boy…”

Catfish Penis

I was disgusted, betrayed & hurt. I had been thirstier than a guy who never dodged thirst traps for obvious reasons. . . I Should’ve known something was amis after he turned down head. In all honesty, I wouldn’t even make fun of him if he told me upfront he had micropenis, but he triedContinue reading “Catfish Penis”