A Mile; In Suicidal Shoes

you’re not a bad person for the way you kill your sadness… Each pill dissolving on your tongue, the way you wished your pain would. But pain is not like people, you can’t just talk it away, And people aren’t simple, you cannot force them to stay. 99 pills at once, Like problems shoved down yourContinue reading “A Mile; In Suicidal Shoes”

Pain demands to be felt…

There is nothing worse than being surrounded by people and still feeling extremely lonely. Because nobody hears your demons when they slowly plow at your soul. Everyone is caught up in their own lives, feeding the monster that have engulfed their soul. I’ve been lingering around the city with unmet emotions for the longest time.Continue reading “Pain demands to be felt…”

Mrs Blue Black Purple

She looks at me through blue, black and purple.  Heavy rings around her eyes. No ring on her finger. Mentally enslaved. Temporary bruises beneath her clothing. Permanent scaring underneath her skin.  The colours of her pain have substituted her friends. He left her to choke. She can no longer see his face. She seems toContinue reading “Mrs Blue Black Purple”

Is This Really The End? (part 6)

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You beg and plead. I even have you on your knees But that won’t change my mind. She needs to know EVERYTHING!! You get angry. A volcano of emotions explode all over your body. Trying to scare me with your Hulk like anger. Baby you wouldn’t even harm a fly. What…

F 4 u – fela ella

I just wanted you that one time. That that one stroke That one night. That last kiss, that last cuddle.  You’re trying to talk about how much you want me forever but my eyes roll and I scream for you to touch me there.. I know I won’t want you later or care for yourContinue reading “F 4 u – fela ella”

Over the years

For me, it doesn’t make sense to still entertain the same bullshit from boys, I once did, when my chest was freshly stung by bees. I have learned that, the holding of a hand means nothing but two different fingerprints in really close proximity.  I no longer fall for boys who selectively listen to the words that escape my mouthContinue reading “Over the years”

This Is Just a List

I) The amount of words it took for me to fall in love. II) These are the times I gave you my heart as a second chance to make sure you break it right. III) Three words I grew so fond of, being that I had never heard them before. IV) This is what yourContinue reading “This Is Just a List”

Troubled boy…

Nobody wants a troubled boy, I learned to leave alone the troubled boy. I spent the longest time trying to figure him out, Even wrote a poem, in hopes of decoding his life. I get that he was a troubled boy with a heart that needed healing, He thought he get rid of it throughContinue reading “Troubled boy…”

Already 6ft Under

Perhaps the death of my aunt made me completely stop believing in forever. I swear you never know death until it discreetly enters your home and slowly destroys the one thing you love the most. I swear I saw him drag the life out of her eyes. That scumbag spat on her like wild mushroomsContinue reading “Already 6ft Under”

Did you even like me…

Sometimes i wish what never killed me actually did… like my lips, i wonder how you never managed to taste insecurities and words i never let slipped out when we kissed. Remember when i told you, you gave me butterflies? What i had meant was the butterflies in my stomach are more like cocoons andContinue reading “Did you even like me…”

Rose Petals & Bruises

Rose petals & bruises Love hurts when we lose it  Deep cuts, black & blue skin I can’t hide from what the truth is  I won’t lie, in love? I stay losing I finally know what colour maroon is  Because it’s been lingering on my thin skin. When I close my eyes, he flashes ComingContinue reading “Rose Petals & Bruises”