My art doesn’t derive from human interaction, but rather the hollows they leave behind…
Today I had no desire to see the sun rise or set, Oxygen was nothing short of an enemy.
My heart is heavy and I don’t want to wake up along side the sun… I want my body to be buried beneath many moons- Continue reading “Trapped 2”
you’re not a bad person for the way you kill your sadness… Each pill dissolving on your tongue, the way you wished your pain would. But pain is not like people, you can’t just talk it away, And people aren’t simple, you cannot force them to stay. 99 pills at once, Like problems shoved down yourContinue reading “A Mile; In Suicidal Shoes”
I want you to wrap me in your arms, But I’m scared that I’m too broken for you to hold. – Kamogelo Mopai
I love how it gives you a break from certain pain But others still find a way to creep up in your nightmares.
“the first lullaby some kids ever hear are the drops of blood that urge your mother to sing to your father’s fist because he hits the notes out of her lungs all too well.” — m.m.
He was a lonely man. I could tell by the way he wanted me all to himself. He held me, Like he held hope. But his eyes were wondering somewhere else. He is stuck. And I am unable to move. Both entangled in false hope. I need him to be somebody. He is too stuckContinue reading “Lonely Man”
There is nothing worse than being surrounded by people and still feeling extremely lonely. Because nobody hears your demons when they slowly plow at your soul. Everyone is caught up in their own lives, feeding the monster that have engulfed their soul. I’ve been lingering around the city with unmet emotions for the longest time.Continue reading “Pain demands to be felt…”
She looks at me through blue, black and purple. Heavy rings around her eyes. No ring on her finger. Mentally enslaved. Temporary bruises beneath her clothing. Permanent scaring underneath her skin. The colours of her pain have substituted her friends. He left her to choke. She can no longer see his face. She seems toContinue reading “Mrs Blue Black Purple”
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You beg and plead. I even have you on your knees But that won’t change my mind. She needs to know EVERYTHING!! You get angry. A volcano of emotions explode all over your body. Trying to scare me with your Hulk like anger. Baby you wouldn’t even harm a fly. What…
I just wanted you that one time. That that one stroke That one night. That last kiss, that last cuddle. You’re trying to talk about how much you want me forever but my eyes roll and I scream for you to touch me there.. I know I won’t want you later or care for yourContinue reading “F 4 u – fela ella”
For me, it doesn’t make sense to still entertain the same bullshit from boys, I once did, when my chest was freshly stung by bees. I have learned that, the holding of a hand means nothing but two different fingerprints in really close proximity. I no longer fall for boys who selectively listen to the words that escape my mouthContinue reading “Over the years”
I) The amount of words it took for me to fall in love. II) These are the times I gave you my heart as a second chance to make sure you break it right. III) Three words I grew so fond of, being that I had never heard them before. IV) This is what yourContinue reading “This Is Just a List”
Nobody wants a troubled boy, I learned to leave alone the troubled boy. I spent the longest time trying to figure him out, Even wrote a poem, in hopes of decoding his life. I get that he was a troubled boy with a heart that needed healing, He thought he get rid of it throughContinue reading “Troubled boy…”
Perhaps the death of my aunt made me completely stop believing in forever. I swear you never know death until it discreetly enters your home and slowly destroys the one thing you love the most. I swear I saw him drag the life out of her eyes. That scumbag spat on her like wild mushroomsContinue reading “Already 6ft Under”
I appreciate those around me that really care, because nothing about me is easy to love, but everything about me is worth the effort. ♥ Kamiz
Sometimes i wish what never killed me actually did… like my lips, i wonder how you never managed to taste insecurities and words i never let slipped out when we kissed. Remember when i told you, you gave me butterflies? What i had meant was the butterflies in my stomach are more like cocoons andContinue reading “Did you even like me…”
You’re definitely no stranger to me We’ve met more than once In fact, More than a hundred times. Been to the same place Similar times Different reasons Memory doesn’t lie Barely speak to each other… In fact No words uttered Just Short intervals Of long stares Never broken By silence.
Rose petals & bruises Love hurts when we lose it Deep cuts, black & blue skin I can’t hide from what the truth is I won’t lie, in love? I stay losing I finally know what colour maroon is Because it’s been lingering on my thin skin. When I close my eyes, he flashes ComingContinue reading “Rose Petals & Bruises”
Pen as Razor Paper as Skin Writing across my arm Just for the thrill Emotion as blood As I let it all pour out Hope one day they’ll see. My poem as Life I wanna do it right Pen please don’t fail me.. Posting-It-Up as Death It’s finally out Hoping they’ll remember me… Now theContinue reading “Suicide”