AIDS Is No Stranger To Me

I remember coming home one afternoon and they had casually said “Elton is no more” [Elton was my friend A little boy who lived next door] I didn’t know much about AIDS But I knew that dirty word was Drenched in Death. See, I knew it was inevitable I knew that it was gonna happenContinue reading “AIDS Is No Stranger To Me”

Why is the devil so father-phobic?

“The devil has been trying to expunge every image that represents a loving faithful fathers from our culture. But why is the devil so father -phobic? Because he know that if  he can continue to destroy Galilee, through broken dads, it will keep us from discovering that there is a heavenly Father who can turnContinue reading “Why is the devil so father-phobic?”

Crutch

I loved you, when you were most broken. Prayed every night, that you would be healed as sunrise awakens, But every day, you would awaken, With more and more breathes taken. I see how pain radiates through your smile. Knowing that your feet won’t walk a mile, without a crutch. Eyes oblivious, to what wasContinue reading “Crutch”

When I Became A Man – Caleb Jones

When I became a manI put away childish things But before I became a man I didn’t always fit the shoes of a KingI was a child trying to find his way The toys I played with kept my eyes occupied And left my eyes in a lustful boyish frenzyMy playmates had long legs, shortContinue reading “When I Became A Man – Caleb Jones”

Daddy Issues

Why do you teach these boys to impregnate us and leave, and Bow down on their knees to pale white feet, like they can’t even stand us? If you’re lucky enough to have one be a part of your life. You get handed a undeserved proclaimed title of “Crazy Baby Momma”. They place their chocolateContinue reading “Daddy Issues”

Already 6ft Under

Perhaps the death of my aunt made me completely stop believing in forever. I swear you never know death until it discreetly enters your home and slowly destroys the one thing you love the most. I swear I saw him drag the life out of her eyes. That scumbag spat on her like wild mushroomsContinue reading “Already 6ft Under”

Daddy’s little girl. . .

I need you now more than ever. I’m wondering why you don’t check on me constantly or at least check how I’m living. Teach me what it is to be a man, so that I could easily sass out all the counterfeits.   I’m doing it by myself, and I’m struggling.  How many tears and heartContinue reading “Daddy’s little girl. . .”

Thank You Mommy. . .

Thank you for the million hugs & kisses Including those stored up in jars, for days when I really miss you.     Thank you for your purest form of love, which is kind, endless, unconditional, honest, real and gives me power to keep going.                                         Thank you for supporting me, with all my goals, dreams and stickingContinue reading “Thank You Mommy. . .”