Throwback 

    I came across this piece just now and I was completely unaware that I wrote it, until I was half way through.  In those seconds, it dawned on me how unbelievablely easy it was for me to write about topics I had absolutely no idea of. Now, that I’m learning to be aware ofContinue reading “Throwback “

Between Nothing

This title carries so many uncertainties I no longer want to keep Distributing my loneliness in every man I seek It’s hard for me to admit to myself And it’s not because I thought he was the one I just chose him over many ones And I assumed he’d do the same I’m very certainContinue reading “Between Nothing”

Dear Destroyer

You took a huge part of me & ran away, When were you planning on telling me? In your head, I was just a phase. You should have fucking told me.   The only reason I don’t let people in, Is because I hate how they always up and leave. No goodbyes, Just up andContinue reading “Dear Destroyer”

Mrs Blue Black Purple

She looks at me through blue, black and purple.  Heavy rings around her eyes. No ring on her finger. Mentally enslaved. Temporary bruises beneath her clothing. Permanent scaring underneath her skin.  The colours of her pain have substituted her friends. He left her to choke. She can no longer see his face. She seems toContinue reading “Mrs Blue Black Purple”

Crutch

I loved you, when you were most broken. Prayed every night, that you would be healed as sunrise awakens, But every day, you would awaken, With more and more breathes taken. I see how pain radiates through your smile. Knowing that your feet won’t walk a mile, without a crutch. Eyes oblivious, to what wasContinue reading “Crutch”

This Is Just a List

I) The amount of words it took for me to fall in love. II) These are the times I gave you my heart as a second chance to make sure you break it right. III) Three words I grew so fond of, being that I had never heard them before. IV) This is what yourContinue reading “This Is Just a List”

Troubled boy…

Nobody wants a troubled boy, I learned to leave alone the troubled boy. I spent the longest time trying to figure him out, Even wrote a poem, in hopes of decoding his life. I get that he was a troubled boy with a heart that needed healing, He thought he get rid of it throughContinue reading “Troubled boy…”

Already 6ft Under

Perhaps the death of my aunt made me completely stop believing in forever. I swear you never know death until it discreetly enters your home and slowly destroys the one thing you love the most. I swear I saw him drag the life out of her eyes. That scumbag spat on her like wild mushroomsContinue reading “Already 6ft Under”

Daddy’s little girl. . .

I need you now more than ever. I’m wondering why you don’t check on me constantly or at least check how I’m living. Teach me what it is to be a man, so that I could easily sass out all the counterfeits.   I’m doing it by myself, and I’m struggling.  How many tears and heartContinue reading “Daddy’s little girl. . .”

Did you even like me…

Sometimes i wish what never killed me actually did… like my lips, i wonder how you never managed to taste insecurities and words i never let slipped out when we kissed. Remember when i told you, you gave me butterflies? What i had meant was the butterflies in my stomach are more like cocoons andContinue reading “Did you even like me…”

Dinner With My Pretty Friend

She puts her heart on the table And bares it all. The good, The bad, And the painfully ugly. She doesn’t hold a single thing back, And honestly, I wish she did.   She almost makes me feel happy that I’m just ordinary and Forever overlooked. Behind the layer of her beautiful porcelain skin, Lays aContinue reading “Dinner With My Pretty Friend”

Sorry, but you got the wrong idea…

You should’ve thought with your head first!  How could you trust your heart? You’re acting Like fools do… I knew this would happen from the start. ‘Love & Lust’ Guess you couldn’t tell them apart. I told you not to fall for me. I told you this from the start. So you’re in love? IContinue reading “Sorry, but you got the wrong idea…”