Because I am just a moon And among you, Are many stars Shinning far brighter than I ever could In the midst of the brightest one I fall And stay away Until she leaves again Then I creep up with Rest… She even shines her light on me. What I did I do to deserveContinue reading “Moonchild”
My art doesn’t derive from human interaction, but rather the hollows they leave behind…
If you’re going to choose me, Choose me because you genuinely want me, Not because you’re scared of seeing me in the arms of another man.
Today I had no desire to see the sun rise or set, Oxygen was nothing short of an enemy.
My silence benefits no one but my hungry insecurities which fail to rest from roaring whispers of self doubt and “girl! I told you so”.
Stop using me as a gateway of passing time Idled between ruined fantasies and happily ever afters. -The Other Woman
You’re the real meaning of staying but leaving. A cross between a hurricane and tremor infused in water. But you’re not a disaster, And you don’t cause one, But somehow those around your feel the aftermath of your presence, And It’s not as pretty as you look. You wonder why people who love you,Continue reading “– Mirror Conversation “
I came across this piece just now and I was completely unaware that I wrote it, until I was half way through. In those seconds, it dawned on me how unbelievablely easy it was for me to write about topics I had absolutely no idea of. Now, that I’m learning to be aware ofContinue reading “Throwback “
You poured your heart out to me on a pillow and then we started fucking, I swiftly slid it under me, Because I’d rather have it draped in bodily fluids than the smell of your broken heart.
you’re not a bad person for the way you kill your sadness… Each pill dissolving on your tongue, the way you wished your pain would. But pain is not like people, you can’t just talk it away, And people aren’t simple, you cannot force them to stay. 99 pills at once, Like problems shoved down yourContinue reading “A Mile; In Suicidal Shoes”
I love how it gives you a break from certain pain But others still find a way to creep up in your nightmares.
I don’t know why I’m writing this, But it kinda feels good… I know you’re somewhere out there Probably reading this… I’m assuming you’re a Stranger Who probably knows nothing about me Because for long, those closest to me didnt even know I write poetry. So any judgments you make of me Will be basedContinue reading “Stranger”
He was a lonely man. I could tell by the way he wanted me all to himself. He held me, Like he held hope. But his eyes were wondering somewhere else. He is stuck. And I am unable to move. Both entangled in false hope. I need him to be somebody. He is too stuckContinue reading “Lonely Man”
There is nothing worse than being surrounded by people and still feeling extremely lonely. Because nobody hears your demons when they slowly plow at your soul. Everyone is caught up in their own lives, feeding the monster that have engulfed their soul. I’ve been lingering around the city with unmet emotions for the longest time.Continue reading “Pain demands to be felt…”
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You beg and plead. I even have you on your knees But that won’t change my mind. She needs to know EVERYTHING!! You get angry. A volcano of emotions explode all over your body. Trying to scare me with your Hulk like anger. Baby you wouldn’t even harm a fly. What…
I just wanted you that one time. That that one stroke That one night. That last kiss, that last cuddle. You’re trying to talk about how much you want me forever but my eyes roll and I scream for you to touch me there.. I know I won’t want you later or care for yourContinue reading “F 4 u – fela ella”
For me, it doesn’t make sense to still entertain the same bullshit from boys, I once did, when my chest was freshly stung by bees. I have learned that, the holding of a hand means nothing but two different fingerprints in really close proximity. I no longer fall for boys who selectively listen to the words that escape my mouthContinue reading “Over the years”
Played house, in the ruins of lust, The words I can never fake, always find a way to come out. Fully aware that the love you gave me, were just specs of dust. I watch them fall sweetly from your lips! And watch how your hands unashamedly caress my hips. Oh how I love theContinue reading “Nightfall”
I) The amount of words it took for me to fall in love. II) These are the times I gave you my heart as a second chance to make sure you break it right. III) Three words I grew so fond of, being that I had never heard them before. IV) This is what yourContinue reading “This Is Just a List”
Nobody wants a troubled boy, I learned to leave alone the troubled boy. I spent the longest time trying to figure him out, Even wrote a poem, in hopes of decoding his life. I get that he was a troubled boy with a heart that needed healing, He thought he get rid of it throughContinue reading “Troubled boy…”
I ignore you purposely. I have bigger plans than sleeping next to you permanently. When I say “leave me” I mean just that. I don’t see why you bother chasing me. ♥ Kamiz
I appreciate those around me that really care, because nothing about me is easy to love, but everything about me is worth the effort. ♥ Kamiz
I still get up and freshen up in the mornings, Because that’s what I always do… I always push through. I sometimes don’t know how to define my face. So I mask it, pretending to be better than I actually lead on. And sometimes With the lights off, I feel a lil insignificant, Because myContinue reading “Sun, 1 June”
I need you now more than ever. I’m wondering why you don’t check on me constantly or at least check how I’m living. Teach me what it is to be a man, so that I could easily sass out all the counterfeits. I’m doing it by myself, and I’m struggling. How many tears and heartContinue reading “Daddy’s little girl. . .”
Sometimes i wish what never killed me actually did… like my lips, i wonder how you never managed to taste insecurities and words i never let slipped out when we kissed. Remember when i told you, you gave me butterflies? What i had meant was the butterflies in my stomach are more like cocoons andContinue reading “Did you even like me…”
I wish I could live off more meaningful things. I wish my poetry could keep me warm at night. I wish I didn’t need people like I usually do. It would be so great if metaphors talked back, Or similies could hold deep conversations During midnight hours, Till 4am, When my mind finally agrees toContinue reading “Words…”
I spent way too many hours in my own head. Today I spent an equal amount in my bed. Today was supposed to be like any ordinary day, Lectures, friends, food and prayer. Today was one of the days I felt everything all at once. That’s the thing about pain, it demands to be felt.Continue reading “Thu, 8 May”
I love it when you lie to my face, Especially when I know the truth. Your teary eyes, like rivers streams, With violent crocodiles creeping. Twisted truth, I can’t help, but see right through you. Who ever knew human beings could be so see through. ♥ Kamiz
A lil mystical I presume It those seconds before and in between passion that get me really locked in. After the deed is done I never expect you to stay. But how awesome would it be If we actually stayed the night? ♥ Kamiz
While reading this I realised how Semi-antisocial & self critical I am… Good read. On learning to socialise..