In your 20’s you just want to love and be loved. So you love carelessly….
Stop using me as a gateway of passing time Idled between ruined fantasies and happily ever afters. –The Other Woman
I am surrounded by people whose sorrows I cannot understand and fully comprehend. – Listener.
I don’t want to be addicted to love. I don’t want to be so exposed, That I no longer know how it feels to live without it. I don’t want to feel the aftermath of a dying love.
I’m the kind of girl who picks up her own flowers and waits for them to die.
If you feel you need to use sex to keep a guy you’re really into, because that’s all he talks about our how he has made you feel, chances are he might just leave you afterwards with some petty excuse (if he’s even decent enough). But you already know that.
You’re aware that I belong to God First then you. You’re a God Fearing woman. …A child of God. You have taught me spirit filled wisdom. When life gets overwhelming, You remind me that I serve a living God, And we pray, even though we’re miles away. Because when two or three of us areContinue reading “23 years later and I’d still choose you… “
I’m tired of fighting the feelings I have for people, because my heart refuses to commit.
Sometimes I get really jealous of people who have the pleasure of writing everyday. They get to release their burdens and improve their art -I just feel stuck and occasionally stupid. Having an overflow of emotions and not being to release it, is frustrating. My words come out like scribbles. No one knows what theyContinue reading “Trapped “
You need to understand that me being naked in the light means complete vulnerability and I can’t have that for temporary people- I can’t be vulnerable with people who won’t stay.
Waiting on the sun to sleep I allow my clothes to grace my ankles. I turn on the shower – Grab a wine glass and make it less hollow. Slip into the shower with the the sole purpose of scrubbing my soul clean from anything a that is not me. In pursuit of nothingContinue reading “09/04/2016”
“The devil has been trying to expunge every image that represents a loving faithful fathers from our culture. But why is the devil so father -phobic? Because he know that if he can continue to destroy Galilee, through broken dads, it will keep us from discovering that there is a heavenly Father who can turnContinue reading “Why is the devil so father-phobic?”
You’re the real meaning of staying but leaving. A cross between a hurricane and tremor infused in water. But you’re not a disaster, And you don’t cause one, But somehow those around your feel the aftermath of your presence, And It’s not as pretty as you look. You wonder why people who love you,Continue reading “– Mirror Conversation “
I keep searching for validation and acceptance in places that have nothing to do with my worth. – Kamogelo Mopai
You plant bad seeds, then decide to water, prune & nurture. Don’t be amazed when it bares bad fruit. – Kamogelo Mopai ♥ Kamiz
Crush, purely based on lust. I fear that he won’t focus on us. Put me on a pedestal, that never gathers dust. Deep infactuation all based on the past. Will he even notice that I’m not the same as I was? Guess it’s just Me vs The Perception of What Got His Heart Beating. ThisContinue reading “Crush. . .”
I refuse to write out words for a lover who Has left their words On another woman’s bed. I won’t take me clothes off For a man who doesn’t take time To unmask all my mental layers Before he reaches my bare skin. I no longer break my bones To build a home MadeContinue reading
I’m sorry… But my vagina isn’t a garage where You can parallel park your insecurities. Nor is it a place where you can validate your manhood and make certain your masculinity. I see how your face changes, when you see a woman filled with half your DNA standing on her swollen, barely movable feet. IContinue reading “I’m Sorry. . .”
Sometimes means giving your heart a break. Sometimes you don’t feel it, because your heart is on a break. Loving, is something that is sometimes to much for it to take. Something that someone can never fake. Sometimes used as lust’s bait. Can easily turn into a bitter taste. Created by someone who youContinue reading “Heartbreak. . .”
“I love you” Comes rushing out your mouth While your babies hit the walls of the latex. I’m thinking of all the things I used to do with my late ex. And how we would’ve settled down and had our two babies by now. Im here tryna work up an excuse to leave, But IContinue reading “The HARDEST Thing”
By nature, I’m not an emotional being. Through birth, I never had a father. Through life, I lost my grandfather, The only man I looked up to. Now here I am, Behind a great wall, One I won’t put down, Or let anyone in… I barely get out, But when eventually do, I’m in aContinue reading “Why I’m Not Into Relationships”
5:34 am My body on yours You look me in the eyes Like your captivated by my soul You grab me! Slowly lay me on my side Then pull me closer to your chest Like never before Nothing but skin&ribs between our heartbeats Your arms so tight around me One would swear you’d never letContinue reading “5:34 am”