In your 20’s you just want to love and be loved. So you love carelessly….
Stop using me as a gateway of passing time Idled between ruined fantasies and happily ever afters.
–The Other Woman
I am surrounded by people whose sorrows I cannot understand and fully comprehend.
I don’t want to be addicted to love.
I don’t want to be so exposed,
That I no longer know how it feels to live without it.
I don’t want to feel the aftermath of a dying love.
I’m the kind of girl who picks up her own flowers and waits for them to die.
If you feel you need to use sex to keep a guy you’re really into, because that’s all he talks about our how he has made you feel, chances are he might just leave you afterwards with some petty excuse (if he’s even decent enough).
But you already know that.
You’re aware that I belong to God First then you.
You’re a God Fearing woman.
…A child of God.
You have taught me spirit filled wisdom.
When life gets overwhelming,
You remind me that I serve a living God,
And we pray, even though we’re miles away.
Because when two or three of us are gathered (even over the phone) He is there.
When the enemy attacks…
You remind me that the War is God’s but victory is mine.
When I feel that life is passing me by, and goals aren’t falling into place as quickly as I’d like them to.
You remind me that I am exactly where God wants me to be, where God wants to use me.
There’s are days when your flesh filled… But on your spirit filled days, oh -I am touched and moved by you.
One day I’ll have my own bundles of joy, and I pray for me to be more like you, A God Fearing Mom.