A Mile; In Suicidal Shoes

you’re not a bad person for the way you kill your sadness… Each pill dissolving on your tongue, the way you wished your pain would. But pain is not like people, you can’t just talk it away, And people aren’t simple, you cannot force them to stay. 99 pills at once, Like problems shoved down yourContinue reading “A Mile; In Suicidal Shoes”

Validation

I see girls switching on their cameras, stripping off their morals, in search for validation; in the form of 1000 likes. I’ve seen and heard them say and do things, in spite of what they promised, their 8 year old self. In the wee hours of the morning, you can see teardrops seep from underneathContinue reading “Validation”

Dream

She dreamt me into existence… I was no threat, I mean, He was just my friend, Nothing about it was pretend. From borderline brother, To undercover lover, Like harmless breeze turned thunder. Like Alice,  I’m in Wonder… I’m lost, I’m confused, My feelings; New Who knew? Me and you?!? From Souled Out tunes to oldContinue reading “Dream”

F 4 u – fela ella

I just wanted you that one time. That that one stroke That one night. That last kiss, that last cuddle.  You’re trying to talk about how much you want me forever but my eyes roll and I scream for you to touch me there.. I know I won’t want you later or care for yourContinue reading “F 4 u – fela ella”

I’m so unapologetic nowadays. I love it.

I’ve actually gotten to the point where I have NO remorse, no apologies, about how I feel. You ever felt bad or guilty about your own feeling? Have you ever felt like your feelings had to be justified for them to be valid? Welp, not anymore. And I love it. This is who I amContinue reading “I’m so unapologetic nowadays. I love it.”

No Good Comes From Loving A Person Who Doesn’t Love You Back…

He has a constellation of freckles on his face and you’re busying trying to figure out how your name comes into it. The words he utters puts you out of place, yet you still try to fit yourself in all the spaces he has created. In the mist of everything. You try teach him howContinue reading “No Good Comes From Loving A Person Who Doesn’t Love You Back…”