A woman. A well carved sculpture Embodying love, War And growth.
Love is personal Love is peace Love is painful Love is a lot like happiness Love is a process Love is patient Love is being patient with yourself Love is being yourself Love is God Love is seeking God Love is finding God Love is knowing your creators and forefathers Love is knowing who youContinue reading “Day 79: In Closing”
Life always begins with becoming rather than finding.
Many of us are hurting, yearning and healing.
I’ve been too scared to articulate my pain, I realized that I’ve literally scratched various surfaces in the hopes of finding solace, only to drown my thoughts in confusion.
“There are plenty more fish in the sea” is a good thing to say to a child whose goldfish just died. Not to someone who thinks they just lost the love of their life.
I’m failing to understand why I can’t share my feelings with people I deeply care about.
Today, I read old letters I once wrote to past lovers… It’s the words I wrote that truly spoke to me. My love has always been silent but bold. Silent Roar is what I call her. I let my heart bleed on those pages in fear of my love being to large to digest. IContinue reading “Day 11: Love Letter”
Because a shoulder to lean is so much better than a chaotic tongue; eager to fix things, rather than hold a person who’s breaking with every breath, just praying to be held together.
As you feed it apologies which are not meant to be said and lust to men who are not worthy; men who do not require refuge but seek it for the sake of curiosity; seeking asylum in sacred parts of your body.
words deployed during the hardest of times, when butterflies and tongue ties wouldn’t allow me to let you know how I feel… they don’t even bother to last long enough to form a sentence.
How do you boldly confess that you’ll give me some thing like love, when all that I asked for was love. How do you not see that you’re falling short? I effortlessly give you all of me, my stars & moons, only to get empty spaces in return.
“I hate you” But what I really mean is ”you’re hurting me”
Unable to phathom the debt I paid for love,
because no one is able to hold me once you’re gone.
Not only am I swimming in your sweat,
I’m drowning in thoughts of you,
Unable to utter another man’s name….
Today I had no desire to see the sun rise or set, Oxygen was nothing short of an enemy.
I’ve grown found of affection, Something which has always been foreign to me. There’s something that feelings so homely about a pillow with a beating heart…. Blanket that resignates with body heat… And calm breaths that scream “HOME” This moment is so precious to me. Conscious of the energy we feeding the moment Too tired toContinue reading “Vulnerability”
A passionate history of empty promises. In the chamber of moments never written. I was waiting for you. Your presence is perfume poured out- No wonder I adored you so much. I just wanted you to look at me like love. And like a break from war, I accept you with open arms Just gladContinue reading “I wanted coffee…”
I don’t want to be addicted to love. I don’t want to be so exposed, That I no longer know how it feels to live without it. I don’t want to feel the aftermath of a dying love.
“I fucken want you and I want to be about you.” Shouted out to the man of my dreams. The man created by me in my head. He lives. He’s real. He owns his body, But the rest of him was created by me. And I want him! Dammit, I want him SO bad… IContinue reading “I want you…”
“The devil has been trying to expunge every image that represents a loving faithful fathers from our culture. But why is the devil so father -phobic? Because he know that if he can continue to destroy Galilee, through broken dads, it will keep us from discovering that there is a heavenly Father who can turnContinue reading “Why is the devil so father-phobic?”
I came across this piece just now and I was completely unaware that I wrote it, until I was half way through. In those seconds, it dawned on me how unbelievablely easy it was for me to write about topics I had absolutely no idea of. Now, that I’m learning to be aware ofContinue reading “Throwback “
Let Go. Let Flow. Let Love In. – Kamiz
I am not desperate for love, I just want unconditional love to find me. And until such a time I won’t be in pursuit of lust or infatuation to merely pass time I will give, me All of me And be engulfed in my Lord’s presence, And the presence of the woman he has destinedContinue reading “I am not desperate for love”
You took a huge part of me & ran away, When were you planning on telling me? In your head, I was just a phase. You should have fucking told me. The only reason I don’t let people in, Is because I hate how they always up and leave. No goodbyes, Just up andContinue reading “Dear Destroyer”
He was a lonely man. I could tell by the way he wanted me all to himself. He held me, Like he held hope. But his eyes were wondering somewhere else. He is stuck. And I am unable to move. Both entangled in false hope. I need him to be somebody. He is too stuckContinue reading “Lonely Man”
Sometimes I draw so far from God, it is hard to believe that He will welcome me back with open arms, but that’s where Grace comes in. -Kamogelo Mopai.
I loved you, when you were most broken. Prayed every night, that you would be healed as sunrise awakens, But every day, you would awaken, With more and more breathes taken. I see how pain radiates through your smile. Knowing that your feet won’t walk a mile, without a crutch. Eyes oblivious, to what wasContinue reading “Crutch”
Originally posted on zuleykhapee's Blog:
STRANGER by Abiri Zuleyka YES! I have fallen for another A man who brings me laughter Who takes away the pain Faster than a poor man, killed by cancer By mere looking at him, I heal, my pain! He stole my heart from your wicked arms, and hid it…
Eventually you’ll get tired of spilling your love all over the place. Be smart about who and what you are pouring into. Alexandra Elle ♥ Kamiz