Emotion is not meant to feel like war

words deployed during the hardest of times, when butterflies and tongue ties wouldn’t allow me to let you know how I feel… they don’t even bother to last long enough to form a sentence.

Vulnerability

I’ve grown found of affection, Something which has always been foreign to me. There’s something that feelings so homely about a pillow with a beating heart…. Blanket that resignates with body heat… And calm breaths that scream “HOME” This moment is so precious to me. Conscious of the energy we feeding the moment  Too tired toContinue reading “Vulnerability”

I wanted coffee…

A passionate history of empty promises. In the chamber of moments never written. I was waiting for you. Your presence is perfume poured out- No wonder I adored you so much. I just wanted you to look at me like love. And like a break from war,  I accept you with open arms  Just gladContinue reading “I wanted coffee…”

Why is the devil so father-phobic?

“The devil has been trying to expunge every image that represents a loving faithful fathers from our culture. But why is the devil so father -phobic? Because he know that if  he can continue to destroy Galilee, through broken dads, it will keep us from discovering that there is a heavenly Father who can turnContinue reading “Why is the devil so father-phobic?”

Throwback 

    I came across this piece just now and I was completely unaware that I wrote it, until I was half way through.  In those seconds, it dawned on me how unbelievablely easy it was for me to write about topics I had absolutely no idea of. Now, that I’m learning to be aware ofContinue reading “Throwback “

I am not desperate for love

I am not desperate for love, I just want unconditional love to find me. And until such a time I won’t be in pursuit of lust or infatuation to merely pass time I will give, me All of me And be engulfed in my Lord’s presence, And the presence of the woman he has destinedContinue reading “I am not desperate for love”

Dear Destroyer

You took a huge part of me & ran away, When were you planning on telling me? In your head, I was just a phase. You should have fucking told me.   The only reason I don’t let people in, Is because I hate how they always up and leave. No goodbyes, Just up andContinue reading “Dear Destroyer”

Crutch

I loved you, when you were most broken. Prayed every night, that you would be healed as sunrise awakens, But every day, you would awaken, With more and more breathes taken. I see how pain radiates through your smile. Knowing that your feet won’t walk a mile, without a crutch. Eyes oblivious, to what wasContinue reading “Crutch”