Dream

She dreamt me into existence…
I was no threat,
I mean,
He was just my friend,
Nothing about it was pretend.

From borderline brother,
To undercover lover,
Like harmless breeze turned thunder.

Like Alice, 
I’m in Wonder…
I’m lost,
I’m confused,
My feelings;
New
Who knew?
Me and you?!?
From Souled Out tunes to old school blues,
From bluesing to bruising
From humming to moaning the same tune.

Her insecurities, prophesied
Didn’t take long ’til they materialised
Now I’m mesmerised
Living another life
Caught up in a web of lines
Because
I am not his
And
He is not mine.

♥ Kamiz

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Pineapple Diet

“I look out to the sky, but I only think of the clouds we blew together and the new altitudes you introduced me to. Theyre all to high to describe to anyone but you.”

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Skye Townsend x Pineapple Diet ft Micky Munday

♥ Kamiz

Music; To My Ears

You listen to music
Because your aim is to block out the world
Forget your problems
Escape
Feel free
& have an opportunity to be carefree

I listen to music because 
My own thoughts consume me
I’m numb to my emotions
I don’t have much feelings
I don’t trust my emotions

I’m not able to feel the way that you do 
I dont easily express my emotion like ‘normal’ people do 
I could never pour out my emotions 
So don’t worry about me over flowing an ocean 
So most times I come off as cold & mean
Even though it was never my intention,

Verbally expressing myself is something I can’t do
But give me a pen & paper
& I’ll show you
To you, it’s a bunch of words
To me, it’s my emotion
A lyrical canvas
Where I lay my emotions

So when I tell you to play my favourite song
I want you to listen
No, Really listen,
Yea, it has a sick beat and the voice is great
But I want you to hear my emotions…

♥ Kamiz