Emotion is not meant to feel like war

words deployed during the hardest of times, when butterflies and tongue ties wouldn’t allow me to let you know how I feel… they don’t even bother to last long enough to form a sentence.

Pursuit

Fully aware that you pursue me in only in draped skies- Because I am born of light. When your own darkness consumes you And you don’t have the desire to be devoured anymore You knock on my door And like the fool that I am- I open With arms wide open And a mind filledContinue reading “Pursuit”

Do you put a time limit on sex?

Just based off meeting a guy for the first time, there is a physical attraction that is sparked. That happens way before you know his name, find out his age, and get a sneak peek of his personality. Your eyes focus on what you see in this man: the tattoos drawn on his arms, theContinue reading “Do you put a time limit on sex?”

Dear Destroyer

You took a huge part of me & ran away, When were you planning on telling me? In your head, I was just a phase. You should have fucking told me.   The only reason I don’t let people in, Is because I hate how they always up and leave. No goodbyes, Just up andContinue reading “Dear Destroyer”

Forever 21

I recently asked if I was somewhat weird or awkward for being 21 and still ( forever single), and I got the most surprising response which actually warmed my heart. I’d like to share it: ” Nothing wrong with you.  If anything you are being more careful than most who would rush into a relationship. Continue reading “Forever 21”

Leaving this in the past…

I remember when you meant nothing to me. We would talk for hours, but I was barely aware of your existence. I will never forget how passion filled kisses changed all that. You shifted a lot of things inside of me, but my tide remained still. The more I repressed on the surface, the more youContinue reading “Leaving this in the past…”

No Good Comes From Loving A Person Who Doesn’t Love You Back…

He has a constellation of freckles on his face and you’re busying trying to figure out how your name comes into it. The words he utters puts you out of place, yet you still try to fit yourself in all the spaces he has created. In the mist of everything. You try teach him howContinue reading “No Good Comes From Loving A Person Who Doesn’t Love You Back…”

Daddy’s little girl. . .

I need you now more than ever. I’m wondering why you don’t check on me constantly or at least check how I’m living. Teach me what it is to be a man, so that I could easily sass out all the counterfeits.   I’m doing it by myself, and I’m struggling.  How many tears and heartContinue reading “Daddy’s little girl. . .”

I Can Never Be Her…

I can never be her… I can never have the effect she has on you. I can never get THAT look you give her, Or have the satisfaction of making you smile like she would. I don’t know her. I’ve never seen how she looks But I can tell how she looks By the wayContinue reading “I Can Never Be Her…”