Pursuit

Fully aware that you pursue me in only in draped skies- Because I am born of light. When your own darkness consumes you And you don’t have the desire to be devoured anymore You knock on my door And like the fool that I am- I open With arms wide open And a mind filledContinue reading “Pursuit”

I don’t do intimacy with strangers 

And although they don’t know the depths of my soul  Parts of them wonder about me when they’re alone Lip locking with my chakras  Because their “hellos” don’t sound like echoes  There’s more behind it It’s not emptiness built on nothings. And although I may not want anything  to do with the person Parts ofContinue reading “I don’t do intimacy with strangers “

Do you put a time limit on sex?

Just based off meeting a guy for the first time, there is a physical attraction that is sparked. That happens way before you know his name, find out his age, and get a sneak peek of his personality. Your eyes focus on what you see in this man: the tattoos drawn on his arms, theContinue reading “Do you put a time limit on sex?”

Dear Destroyer

You took a huge part of me & ran away, When were you planning on telling me? In your head, I was just a phase. You should have fucking told me.   The only reason I don’t let people in, Is because I hate how they always up and leave. No goodbyes, Just up andContinue reading “Dear Destroyer”

Forever 21

I recently asked if I was somewhat weird or awkward for being 21 and still ( forever single), and I got the most surprising response which actually warmed my heart. I’d like to share it: ” Nothing wrong with you.  If anything you are being more careful than most who would rush into a relationship. Continue reading “Forever 21”

Is This Really The End? (part 6)

Originally posted on LaurakinsTrain:
You beg and plead. I even have you on your knees But that won’t change my mind. She needs to know EVERYTHING!! You get angry. A volcano of emotions explode all over your body. Trying to scare me with your Hulk like anger. Baby you wouldn’t even harm a fly. What…

F 4 u – fela ella

I just wanted you that one time. That that one stroke That one night. That last kiss, that last cuddle.  You’re trying to talk about how much you want me forever but my eyes roll and I scream for you to touch me there.. I know I won’t want you later or care for yourContinue reading “F 4 u – fela ella”

One Night Stand

I am incapable of consciously giving up a piece of myself for temporary pleasure or enjoyment. I would kick myself at the thought of him having not earned it. I am aware that I may become a little bit more friendly and flirtatious under the influence of alcohol. I may even indicate signs of gettingContinue reading “One Night Stand”

Virginity is just a Concept…

Virginity is a concept rather than a tangible item. In most situations, you choose whether you want to keep it or give it away. That decision soley affects you. Not your mom, not your dad not your siblings or your girlfriends either. The worth it carries is only determined by you & The value thatContinue reading “Virginity is just a Concept…”

Sex is not a goddamn performance…

It should feel as natural as drinking water. It should not require confidence. Sex should happen, because the moment is ripe. Ripening lips, ripening labia, ripening cock, ripening pupils, ripening state of being. Ripe and augmented and brimming. Your energy goes to your pumping heart, then to every external nerve, then to theirs, on fire.Continue reading “Sex is not a goddamn performance…”